had my worst cramp ever. had to trouble baby to get me pink pills during work and just one worked miraclously fine. after work, went to baby's house for dinner. was too spicy and my cramp just made me lost my appetite to eat. before that we went to ntuc and baby bought grapes. i told him to get the seedless one but he prefer those with seed one cause bigger and more juicy. he wanted to get both but its a waste of money so i told him to get the seed one and he shall take the seeds out for me :)

so after the dinner, baby got me orange juice and he ate the grape and sucked the seeds out for me to eat. :) my cramp started again and baby hoax me to sleep. and i started feeling damn emo la. i asked baby to stay with me as long as he can. i really cant imagine him leaving me in this world. there will be no one to make me laugh, sing songs for me, teach me stuff, talk to me abt religious stuff and scold me. :( the pain and the thoughts just made me teared uncontrollably in his chest. baby said he will bring me along with him when he leave and if i leave he will become a monk. hahahaha. silly boy.

im so glad that u told me u love me even though the chinese was there at that time if not i wouldnt be with u and found the better half of my life :)

thank u so much..

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